I wonder why i never dare to commit myself to someone who could be the special one for me. I admit it, i do have someone who i knew from my previous campus. Everything went smoothly when i was still in Kuching.Things change when i'm no longer there. Is it because of the distance between us? i'm afraid to fall for someone anymore. I know that anything that is matter with our own feelings are not easy to heal. Sometimes it took years for us to be strong again and allowing another person to have their moment in us.I still love you.That is for sure, but do you??
What happen to those time sweet time that we had before.I really miss the moment when you were always there when i need someone to lean on.You were always there to cheer me up. You text me early in the morning just to check me up and you'll be the one that wish me goodnight before my days ended everyday. I still remember the first time that i met you. You were waiting for my friend so that you can do some printing. Sitting at the corner , reading those magazine mean while i was sitting on my bed googling on my phone. i really miss you.
Regardless on your physical appearance, your eyes melt my heart that instant.I never felt that way before.I really do miss you. I really hope that the distance between us won't be an obstacle. What happen to those plan that we had together. I thought that everything is going well. I never knew that it will lead to this situation right now.
It really hurts. Every night i do think about us, i think about the consequences and everything.Do you ever think about it too??
Should I end it?
If i end it,
will i be able to love someone again??
Will i be able to trust someone again??
Please don't give up on us.....
I really don't want it to end here.
I really love you.
I need you in my life.
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